Irritating:

I am trying to study for my accounting midterm, but I feel like I'm running through a forest blind. It's absolutely hopeless, and fairly annoying. What's more is I have to read something for Philosophy, complete an English assignment (copy Hemingway's writing style..eugh) and do three peer evaluations. I could personally care less about Philosophy because the professor will take 3 classes explaining each word in intense detail while the class drools all over the 35 page print off. English might be easy to do right before class and the peer evaluations should be done quickly, but I like to complain.

There is something about complaining that is so satisfying, and whether you realize it or not, you probably do it sometime. I know it's a habit so I don't even bother trying to hide it. So often when I am talking with someone, some part of the conversation involves each party complaining about pretty much whatever. We don't even necessarily listen to what the other person is saying, we just spit out whatever might have been annoying us recently. John says, "My cat pissed on my alarm clock this morning". Julie replies, "Yeah, shitty. Fuck my neck is sore and I'm so thirsty I think I'm going to pass out". The subject of the conversation isn't the content of what is actually being said, the subject is "insert complaint here". As annoying as it may be too listen to everyone's complaints, getting yours out is almost a relief of some kind. However, I do find my own voice annoying after a while and have to change the content of the conversation. Bigger complaints, I probably put here.

I think I'm the same way with excitement too. If I'm really pumped about anything, I always change the subject to it. I hope I'm not the only one out here...anyways, back to schoolwork I go!

P.S.- In Tim Horton's today, Avril Lavigne's latest was on the radio and I noticed she stole a line from Ashlee Simpson. "You make me wanna scream". No. Bad Avril. I am embarassed that I know this, or that I was ever a fan of Avril Lavinge, or ever went to her concert....